When I was in middle school I had a battle with depression. For the most part, I have gotten over it and I'm pretty happy with what I have made of myself, but there are still times where I feel like I did back then - pretty much any time I am in school. That's how the depression started. One of my teachers said things I took offense to and I let things build up and eventually tear me down. That's kind of what I feel like right now. I'm pretty sure that where I am in school is not where I want to be, but I am close enough to graduating that I'm not going to throw it all away at this point. I'm just having trouble keeping myself positive and it's dragging me down, turning me into someone I don't want to be again. I had hoped that the whole school/depression scenario would be gone by this point, but some things will never change I guess. So for now, the fight will go on, and hopefully I end up on the positive end, because feeling like this isn't something I want to re-live again.
Also, I generally don't like talking about myself like this or being negative, so this will more than likely be the only post like this. Just felt like saying something somewhere.
Monday, October 11, 2010
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